My PC asked me this question last Friday. Just before we were waiting to book out.

Xin Chu, are you happy in Bravo?

I didn't give an accurate reply. Still ok lah..

The truth is, I was much happier in Bravo when I just came in as compared to now. Somehow, some things have changed along the way. In the 6 months I have spent in the company, the last 2 months were the worst. The people changed, the higher command changed, the regimentation changed, the attitude changed, the atmosphere changed, the company changed. It just wasn't the company I joined 6 months ago. I know this changed was induced by the people, but what bothered me was how nothing went back to what it was despite promises that we will forget and move on.

I thought of getting out of this company last week. It struck me hard. I never thought I would ever be unhappy in Bravo company. But the truth is, I am unhappy. I don't like the way things are being done now. I don't like the way the company is falling apart.

Cause and effect. I know we can only have ourselves to blame. But it just doesn't seem fair that things are going this way.

Why can't they just see things in a better way? If something bad happens, why do we waste time blaming people instead of thinking about the new path to take now that things have already happened?