Friday, March 02, 2007
I am gonna vent abt this very lousy day.
Dun read if you don't like lousy days.
I wasn't even in a good mood since last night.
Totally bugged by the fact that I was getting my CL 'A's results back the next day.
I felt that I did badly the instant I stepped out of the exam hall in Nov last year.
I knew it. I did terribly. I matched definitions on the dictionary and everything seemed wrong.
It made me so nervous abt my CL results..
Den my teacher threw me into Maths remedial class ytd.
Which totally bugs me.
I didn't even fail Maths last year nor the Maths common test this year.
What the heck la.
Its wasting time staying in sch for that extra time if all we gonna do is sit there and do a piece of assignment that's gonna be given to us.
At least if I was given the flexibility to choose whether to come or nt, I might come.
But forcing me into the thing bugs me.
I don't like doing things I don't want to do.
I am gonna revolt.
Den there was the GP test.
It didn't really bug me much.
Just that tests bore me.
I rather be sleeping(which I did).
And I haven't passed a test for quite some time.
I rmb it was some passage on Singlish.
Singlish rox la. How else can we communicate?
Is it really necessary for us to speak in standard English?
Does the true essence of English lie in perfection?
Can talk can alr la. Think so much for wad?
But perhaps.. one day.. code-switching might really prove to be impt.
Honestly, when I took my CL results back.. I was more glad than disappointed.
Perhaps that's the way with low expectations.
I was only hoping for a pass.
Whatever it is. I am not gonna say what I got for CL.
You can ask me, I will say, but not here.
I didn't score very badly ok.
I have my own reasons for not saying here.
The worst part of the day came when I reached home.
Tried to turn on the com.
The damned siren went off. Hell. The CPU fan was screwing up on me again.
I tried to start it up. Futile attempts for half an hr.
I went out to buy a new fan.
What a waste of money. Maintainence costs of this computer has far exceeded its original cost.
Anyway. The new fan worked well.
I put the com's casing back tgt and switched on the computer.
Everything ran well until I noticed there was no audio.
Checked the wires. One dropped out. Ok so I just fixed it back in.
I dunno what the heck happened but when I connected the wire there was loud static and all my speakers snapped.
No sound. Just a very irritating high-pitch tone.
What the hell. Its not as if I was lacking problems.
Den just shortly after that I got the blue stop screen.
And the whole com crashed.
ZZZ. I really very fed up at this com.
Always got a tonne of problems and errors.
SIAN.
My mind's unweaving/ 11:11 PM