Something today made me spend a lot of time thinking about some stuffs.
Abt the whole Chinese period.
Practically didn't listen to anything cos I was too distracted.
Aiyo. I think she called my name 3 to 4 times + zkai nudged me before I realised anything.
Lols.

Realised today that I still hold on to some memories.
Though I am so forgetful.
But some are still held.
Cos I seem to remember them in great detail. Maybe cherished?

However, I have forgotten everything else.
The irrelevant memories perhaps.
I dunno whether I should still hold on to these memories.
Maybe. I should just let them go.
But how?
They seem imprinted. Into me. Like a scar.

And scars just don't fade away.