the topic of friends... i see it in almost everyone's blog
its so easy to see who are ur true frens
when u are down... ur true frens will always lend u their support
they will always be dere...

sadly...i tot 13/06 wuld be my best class ever
my wonderful frens
but the no. of pple from 13/06 whom i see who are dere for me
can be counted on one hand

from 22/06?
dun bother... there's only 3 pple

i m so unpopular nowadays...
i dunno why this happened
i feel like an outcast
isolated
everyone seems to dislike me
i m quite sure that if one day i dun turn up in sch
less than 10 pple wuld wonder where i am
and out of these pple
less than 5 pple wuld bother to find out wad happened to me
and more than 10 wuld say at the end of the day
"huh? he didnt come today?"
is my only purpose of existence to work hard for others?
am i truly insignificant?

i m truly disappointed
its the same everywhere i go
hoping to get out so i can get a fresh start somewhere
but i always fail
there will always be someone who hates me

I used to find joy in helping others
thus i spend more time offering my help to others than to help myself
but i m gonna learn
there are some pple out there who deserves my help
while others are just making use of me

if u asked me previously to write down a list of pple whom i think are my true frens
i wuld tell u that its impossible
cos there are too many names to write down
ask me that same question now
and i wuld tell u
shld i just use half a piece of paper?
its no point wasting all that paper

my number of frens are decreasing rapidly
i can no longer remain as optimistic as i was
cos i find the strength to go on from my frens
this strength has decreased a lot over time
i m weakened
my mindset has been toppled
it wun be long when i will soon collapse...


*added on*

7 random facts about me:
1) i m straight
2) i love to help others
3) i long to be optimistic
4) i get my strength from my frens
5) i have a few close frens
6) i love chs food
7) i value friendship more than anything

7 qualities I want in a potential girlfriend:
1) understands me
2) loves me for who i am
3) will always be there for me
4) looks arent important
5) can be extroverted or introverted
6) nice
7) loves me as much as i love her

7 things that scare me:
1) losing frens
2) breaking down
3) being ignored
4) being hated
5) my thoughts
6) human nature
7) being backstabbed

7 things I like most:
1) my frens
2) the Herd
3) Breakfast Club!
4) 13/06
5) Blogging
6) Gaming
7) not doing homework

7 things i plan to do before i die:
1) find someone i lost long ago
2) make an achievement in life which i m proud of
3) enjoy my life
4) make sure i do not have anymore regrets
5) become rich
6) have a few lifetime frens
7) stay happy (if possible)

7 things I say the most:
1) lol
2) ...
3) hiya
4) hey
5) ello
6) bb
7) gd nitez

7 people I want to do this too:
1) timothy
2) teck ching
3) mabel
4) douglas(dat is if he ever sees this)
5) joan
6) hong yao
7) bowen

And everyone else who sees this!!!