Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Lessons started officially today... lessons which i will be going thru for the next 8 months
22/06 is doing well... i m happy for us
the best lesson today was probably PW where we did our introductions...
lots of laughter and jokes... had a lot of fun
but... i feel empty inside me
there's something missing
the atmosphere is not there
i dun feel the same
what's missing?
my mood is starting to sink
back to just b4 i stepped into jc
back to b4 i met 13/06
it feels empty
somehow i feel weird
there's a very big gap in me
i might be laughing
but i dun feel happy inside me
why...
can i get over this?
is it possible?
can 22/06 fill this emptiness in me?
mayb...
mayb nt...
seriously...
the last time i was happy
was when i met up with the peeps to go kim's house
i hvent been happy since...
13/06 meets each other less and less often...
and i get more and more depressed...
My mind's unweaving/ 9:19 PM