Suddenly felt like blogging this today...something i had in my mind for ages...

There's this invisble barrier in my heart...
something unseen... yet i can feel its presence...
it stops me from saying out my true feelings and thoughts...
as a result i developed a less cheerful character in secondary sch...
It came about when i was stressed and pressurised by external factors...
my troubles...the stress i was going through...
yet i had noone to talk to then...
noone i could share my thoughts with...
i kept everything within my heart...
and slowly...
a barrier was formed...
locking everything inside me...

i became a little introverted...
thanks to my frens in sec sch i didnt become introverted altogether...
yet i still had my troubles...
and they were still building up...
i became less able to express myself...
i was closing my thoughts from the people around me...

When i reached jc...
i was still the same...
became very quiet during orientation...
noone i knew...
noone i could talk to...
i became one of the anti-social pple in my OG...

Thankfully...
when i met my class 13/06...
i found a bunch of cheerful people...
people who were enthu...
people who talked to everyone...
people who i found fun to bond with...
slowly...
the barrier in my heart thinned...
my troubles and sadness began to leak out of my heart...
i felt my true joy in years...
i felt much happier...
i felt bonded to my class...
yet the barrier is still there...
but i know that soon...
the barrier will be gone...
and i will be very happy...
and the 1st group of pple i want to thank...
is my class 13/06 =)